Girl why are you so hurt?

devonishsandrea
Nov 25, 2017
2 min read

Girl why are you so hurt? You're constantly naggin and asking for too damn much Begging and praying for a nigga to mess up You're not waiting to see if your problems let up

But i see your ready not to give love a chance Girl why you want to give up? Because times are tough

& you feel naive enough to believe things are too screwed up Girl why are you so hurt? Because the lies overcome the truth and you don't know what to do

But you find your self in love with hate & that's the only thing that comforts you

Oh i see you embracing another thing you cannot take

& now you want another bae

so he can love you to return the favor just to give it to another player

Yet in three second it won't matter to you

because you don't know how to let go boo What I think you really love is the cycle

Letting go hurts you

& all that you're used to is compromising for him

even if it makes you look like a fool

& self worth sounds good

however your ego has a hold over you Vulnerability means nothing. It doesn't seem cool

You've burned bridges yet it still feels like you need to with him too. Lies deception play games in your brain Skepticism has you at the end of its reins. Tf is wrong with you? Don't you see I'm the goods? What haven't i done for? Don't you see I love you? Diary of a mad black woman always sounds wack