Many times I questioned whether embracing my spiritual journey publicly would be best for my mental health. I'm so used to being criticized I became caught up in the idea of everything going wrong when it could be beneficial to others. I began reading astrological birth charts in 2015 for my close friends just to see if there was a pattern of placements I attracted.
To my surprise, I found that my friends were open to letting me see their placements. I held the deepest connections with Pisces and Aquarius. It was also a predominant placement for the men I had intimate relationships with. After analyzing my birth chart, I was astonished to see my 7th house of partnerships ruled by Aquarius, and my 8th and 9th house were ruled by none other than Pisces.
It was then a rabbit hole day filled with understanding what the houses meant, uncovering how the signs told a story for the houses and how it read me to FILTH! While everyone was on cafe astrology getting a generic duplicate response for their chart, I was on Youtube listening to my life story being told by a woman I never met.
For years I was fascinated by the stars, but the storyteller in me felt alive when I knew they were poets too. To finally be seen unlocked a part of me that needed everyone to know what I experienced. So I gave readings to my roommates which led to my roommates' friends then my boyfriend.
This was the beginning of an enlightened journey.
In late 2019, I found myself evolving as a spiritual individual. 2020 was a year I dedicated to discipline. I was serious about building my mental health and identity in the field of media. I branched to learn about tarot for spiritual guidance monthly. It was Shonetta from Shonnetta's Divine Tarot who allowed me to find comfort in the practice I once called demonic. I watched my energy shift and my intuition grow. As I picked card piles in her YouTube uploads, everything she said unfolded. I found a balance between my mental health and spirituality. I started taking mediation seriously and my bible streak with the lord is 344 today. My goal to be disciplined was suppose to be for my career but manifested into spirituality. I was met with obstacles in the entertainment industry and grew disappointed.
I finally got a shred of hope, when I saw the pattern app say I entered the cycle " New Phase of Career" in March. I felt passionate that things would look up but then .. PANDEMIC
An internship I believed would skyrocket my dreams.. taken away. I had a paid gig.. taken away from me. It felt like everything I was working towards was diminishing before my eyes. But the only thing consistent was learning astrology and tarot. It was November 15th when the cycle ended, the only thing I gained was a solidified understanding of astrology.
This leaves me here, today, December 10th, 2020. I am launching your conscience ascension with the intention to heal those around me. I'll be applying everything my friends have been begging me to start since 2016. So that means:
- Tarot Readings
- Birth chart interpretations
I hope you allow me to aid you in moving forward towards your potential.