REBRANDING WITHIN

There's been a lot going on with me. I've been gone for a long time. But i thought I should remind you of the growth happening within. Please bare with me.

I've been dealing with regret internally. A kind of temporary depressing stage we get when we are lost and confused. From the other side looking in, no one wants to see a unmotivated soul. This time lasts a few days periodically. Being caught in a trance if you would say. I try not be the woman yelling and cursing. Just plain ole' carrying on as mom and grandma would say to me. Then again I refrain from being a plane jane. My personality will not just allow me. Im sort of a dramatic. I'm never in just one frame of mind. I play scenarios of entertain.. in my head. Perks of being imperfectly imperfect. Whenever I find myself out of this somber mood, I seeming guide myself back to happiness. Which is why i am unapologetically sharing my story through one of my many epiphanies. I humbly digress though. See I used to live by what others set me out to be. In a constant battle of what I know is true and floating in various perspectives. But the reality of the matter is we are all just living and that's honestly how it must be seen.

So the reasoning for my leave was certainly based on soul searching. Who I am to be? How can I be true to who I am. How do I want my reflection to be perceived? Who is that looking back at me. Sufficating in my own anxiety I had to connect back to my motto. Be true to who you are and the person you're becoming. Believe in your growth. Now here I am months later, retraining my mind and altering my thought pattern brought me into a new viewpoint. Senior year also could have been a result of this epiphany but this is my beginning to something. Moreover, from junior year to now I am constantly growing personally, academically, and just simply adulating.

Be true, stay you..

Sandrrizzy